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• There Aint No Easy Way Out....Looks Like an Excellent Opportunity To Surrender
  on Sep 5, 2015 in acceptance admit you have a problem an addicts pain can I stay clean complete surrender courage crazy entirely ready faith FEAR fellowship God peace of mind prayer re-lapse Self Acceptance trust truth
  I made it through yet one more time. Weekend before last, Friday night at about 11:30 p.m. a blood vessel rupture (Gastric Varises) in my stomach.By Saturday morning I was sick and so weak that I couldn't even walk. Had no idea I was bleeding out int...
• Well.....I'm Still Alive!!! So where was I ?? Oh Yea...I remember
  on Apr 20, 2015
  What a ride!! Yet another one just as weird and getting stranger!!  Just like always...lol.I am officially Hep C Free!! YAY!!  The cirrhosis is still as strong as ever but my liver has decided to fight back. It's making new cells which make...
• ONE PILL.......or........TWELVE STEPS ?????? Just Keep It Simple...That Part Is ALREADY Proven
  on Apr 20, 2015 in acceptance admit you have a problem can I stay clean complete surrender courage entirely ready faith FEAR fellowship helping others i cant we can
  By Jodi Sh. Doff for The FixWho needs AA when you've got naltrexone? Anyone with a screaming void in their core that they've filled with alcohol, of course. People have strong feelings about Alcoholics Anonymous--it's that program we l...
• Mama Take This Badge From Me
  on Feb 7, 2015 in admit you have a problem an addicts pain attitude can I stay clean courage courage not lack of fear. crazy damage doctors God help Me i cant we can self centered staying clean
  Yesterday, I had Lunch with probably the only woman I have ever loved in my life .We Met In Memphis Some 10 years ago. I was 4 years clean at the time and just divorced from my wife. Less than a week latter, I had a kidney stone the size of a walnut...
• No Angle Born In Hell Could Break That Satans Spell...But Can You still Teach Me How To Dance Real Slow
  on Feb 2, 2015 in acceptance admit you have a problem an addicts pain crazy damage Dont know where this fits in helping others Higher Power i cant we can legitimate pain
  Its February 2, in the year 2015....And I'm still alive...Sure as hell didnt see that coming!!!   Just like everything else that I assume I have Control over, This to proves to the contrary. God, As only I understand him today, is the opera...
• First an Alcoholic Takes a Drink....
  on Sep 12, 2014 in acceptance admit you have a problem all of this complete surrender courage not lack of fear.
  First an alcoholic takes a drink,then the drink takes a drink.Then the drink takes an alcoholic.I'm not to concerned with the outcome for social drinkers,they could blow out the candles when drinking.I dont need to become this middle man when the dri...
• My AA Sponsee Died of an Overdose
  on Sep 11, 2014 in acceptance admit you have a problem an addicts pain attitude can I stay clean complete surrender courage helping others Higher Power honesty legitimate pain Self Acceptance surrender worry
  By Charlotte Grey, for Substance.comSix months ago, my sister called to tell me that Kelly had died. My sister calls about three times a year. We've never been close. I figured she needed a place to crash her drunk ass after missing her tra...
• I'v Got Wild Staring Eyes and I have a Stong Earge to Fly...But I have No where To Fly to...
  on Jul 19, 2014 in acceptance admit you have a problem all of this an addicts pain damage desire doctors Dont know where this fits in faith God Humility isolation prayer
    Time to stop carrying this load  around with me. This heavy load of "what the hell if "  Has about broken my back and caused me alot of suffering that did not have to be.  Found out Friday  That the HCV has cleared my...
• I'v Got Wild Staring Eyes and I have a Stong Erge to Fly...But I have No where To Fly to...
  on Jul 19, 2014 in acceptance admit you have a problem all of this an addicts pain damage desire doctors Dont know where this fits in faith God Humility isolation prayer
    Time to stop carrying this load  around with me. This heavy load of "what the hell if "  Has about broken my back and caused me alot of suffering that did not have to be. Found out Friday  That the HCV has cleared my system...
• I'v Got Wild Stareing Eyes and I have a Stong Erge to Fly...But I have No where To Fly to...
  on Jul 19, 2014 in acceptance admit you have a problem all of this an addicts pain damage desire doctors Dont know where this fits in faith God Humility isolation prayer
    Time to stop carrying this load  around with me. This heavy load of "what the hell if "  Has about broken my back and caused me alot of suffering that did not have to be. Found out Friday  That the HCV has cleared my system...

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