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This blog was started by a 28yr old self-employed female recently diagnosed with BPD. Rants, raves, musings but more importantly hopefully some help and reassurance for other BPDs. We're not all as bad as the net suggests! :)

Owner: Mad_Marsh

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Language: English

Tags: BPD, self harm, relationships, anger, treatment

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  • HidingI generally find hiding is a good tactic when things aren't going well. Ok, well maybe it isn't a good tactic, leads to social isolation, anxiety, agrophobia blah blah blah. Sure feels like a good thing to do when everything in the outside world just...
  • How important is stability for BPD?Since leaving hospital I have had some very good times. Times where I actually have felt like myself. Like the old me who knew nothing about BPD, SH, OD, who just wanted the best out of life and had ambitions and goals some wild and some achievable.B...
  • Am I falling through the looking glass?Wow. Give with one hand only to take away with the other.I've been feeling more myself than I have been in a long long time. Those that have ever been unwell must know the fear that you are never going to make it out of the darkness and the black dog...
  • Don't SH
    on Nov 26, 2011 in self-harm BPD
    *may be triggering*Don't self harm, don't self harm, don't self harm, don't self harm.Haven't done it since leaving the hospital, so at least two weeks or so now. I'm just bored, that's not an excuse to self harm is it?? Well I'm probably not just bo...
  • Friday nights
    on Nov 25, 2011 in sex Haloperidol relationships BPD boy BPD CC
    Hmm so far managed to waste time by going for a run (training for a half marathon currently on week 1 of the plan and already behind), cooking a salad (well new potatoes for a salad), stretching and then watching a lot of tv.What's the plan for the r...
  • Pants...As in life is....pantsAm such a fragile little thing atm, the ex appears to have a very strong hold over how I feel. All my major crises this year have coincided with him being an arse to me, and I'm feeling very wobbly today after seeing him last ni...
  • Broadband in 2 days and counting...
    on Nov 22, 2011 in Haloperidol agitation anxiety diazepam
    And then I really will have no excuse to regularly update.Atm I have to go to the Starbucks opposite where my ex works, or use the computer at the outpatients centre where I'm bound to either post an incredibly despondent message or an apathetic one...
  • Ok....so I made it into the Looney bin after allI had been trying to get into the habit of writing regularly to help myself, and also in a slightly narcissistic way of hoping to help others.Its Wednesday today, I went into hospital on Sat 15th October at approximately 12:30 following an overd...
  • Yo-Yo effectI was thinking this in morning in bed what to write. Knew I wasn't feeling great but had out that down to the boyfriend. He'd been knarky with me all day yesterday due to issues with a day trip abroad for work. Can understand why people get pissed of...
  • Adrenaline as distraction - approve!Yesterday spent the day at Thorpe Park. Undeniably much better use of a day than many of the other options I've been choosing recently. Cleverly went mid-week during term time therefore allowing maximum ride time for minimum faff. Very much enjoyed m...
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