Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-11-20
on Nov 20, 2009 in Misc Tweets twitter searching for a new WP theme # chillin with Tori # watching old Joan of Arcadia reruns # gonna watch tv til I fall asleep # my mom is finally moving out! I'm so fuckin excited! # going to the... [[ This is a content summary only. Visit my websit...

Counseling: Session 3
on Nov 16, 2009 in Events Flashbacks Thoughts Treatment abuse Bipolar Disorder David death episodes family Jess miscarriage PTSD Shawna symptoms Tara Tori I had my third counseling session today. It was my first with the licensed therapist, I will call her Jan. The counselor in training, whom I will call Jane, didn’t join in for today’s session. Jan... [[ This is a content summary only. Visit my w...

Reviving a Long Lost Dream
on Nov 14, 2009 in Blog Events Thoughts blogging dreams fear health writing I’ve been sick as hell the past month… sick enough to miss the past two weeks of work – I still don’t have doctor approval to go back yet, which I hope will change within a few days. I’ve been... [[ This is a content summary only. Visi...

ER Visit Reinforced my Disdain for Doctors and Hospitals
on Nov 13, 2009 in Events Thoughts health medications opinion I finally bit the bullet and went to the E.R. about 23 hours ago. I went because the body-wracking coughs haven’t improved, despite antibiotics that were $19 a pill and breathing treatments, as well... [[ This is a content summary only. Visit my w...

Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-11-13
on Nov 13, 2009 in Misc Tweets twitter remembering my sister's death, wishing I had more of a chance to be in her life… rest in peace, Tara # still sick… damn it! # Watching the OU vs NE game… boomer sooner!... [[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for...

Counseling: Session 2
on Nov 9, 2009 in Events Family & Friends Mental Health Relationships Treatment health Mom money stress therapy work I had another counseling appointment today. It was a continuation of the intake session. They ask a shit-ton of questions to help them gauge where you’re at, what significant traumatic/dramatic... [[ This is a content summary only. Visit my websit...

Remember When… I Almost Drowned
on Nov 7, 2009 in Flashbacks David death drugs Dudney Mom songs Suicide Tori A couple nights ago, Tori, Dudney, and I were talking about what songs we want played at our funerals. The subject got brought up because we heard the song “Stay” by Shakespeare’s Sister. The... [[ This is a content summary only. Visit my webs...

Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-11-06
on Nov 6, 2009 in Misc Tweets twitter feeling a little better, but not good enough to go to work. I hope I feel better before tonight, halloween is my favorite holiday # chillin with Tori and Taylor # watching "Labyrinth" with my... [[ This is a content summary only. Visit my we...

When it Rains it Pours
on Nov 5, 2009 in Uncategorized Dish Network guilt health Mom money Tori work I went back to the minor E.R. last night because I was out of the antibiotic they prescribed and I’ve still been having the pain in my side. I was supposed to go back there anyway for a follow up... [[ This is a content summary only. Visit my webs...

Back to Counseling
on Nov 3, 2009 in Mental Health Thoughts Treatment abuse anger depression PTSD Self-Injury Shawna symptoms therapy I had an intake appointment for my new counselor today. After the protective order was granted the court liaison for a local counseling firm offered me free counseling sessions. I’ve had a lot of... [[ This is a content summary only. Visit my webs...