Never Been Worse
on Oct 28, 2009I re-read my previous post with absolute bewilderment this morning as I got into work, half an hour late as usual. As I read it line to line I felt pathetic and angry; disconnected from the world with zero hope or ambition. I want nothing more than...

A Non-Unhappy Post
on Oct 23, 2009I've noticed that almost all of my posts are negative and for good reason; I post when I'm annoyed at life. I suppose I can try posting when I don't feel like bathing with a toaster one in a while.I literally haven't thought this out at all. To be...

Depression and Post Cruise Feelings
on Oct 22, 2009 in depression allergies anxiety I was recently on a cruise in the Caribbean which marked the first "real" vacation I have taken in over 6 years. Like my previous post explained, I was very nervous and hesitant about going. I even sunk so low as to think of excuses to cancel and s...

Cruise in the Caribbean
on Sep 22, 2009 in anxiety Vacation I am going on vacation starting October 10th for about a week or so. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous. Years ago I would be absolutely stoked to go on a cruise. I've only been to various resorts in the past so this would be the first cruise...

Am I Agoraphobic too?
on Sep 14, 2009I have a vacation planned for mid-October in which I will be flying to Florida and then taking a cruise around the many islands. As excited as I am, I can't help but be ridden with anxiety and nerves just thinking about it. Over the past few years...

This Just In: Anxiety Sucks
on Aug 20, 2009I just started week 2 with Lamictal and I haven't noticed shit so far. Actually, that's utterly fabricated because I've felt like an anxious wreck for the past month or so. I relayed this to my doctor and his suggestion was to involve myself in rel...

Lamictal
on Aug 6, 2009 in lamictal After seeing the doctor I was given a prescription for Lamictal, a highly affective drug with only 1 side affect which happens to be Stevens-Johnson Syndrome...which can cause death...lovely.I'm not refusing to take this but I can't help but think to...

The day has come
on Aug 4, 2009 in OCD Doctor anxiety medication Tomorrow is the day. I am finally getting prescribed some medication after 4 introductory meetings with my psychiatrist. This guy takes the word "thorough" to a whole new level. I can't complain though, it's better than seeing somebody who just wa...

Is my life coming together or falling apart?
on Jul 22, 2009 in OCD depression Work anxiety medication First of all, I have officially moved in with my girlfriend. Although the sudden change in lifestyle is quite drastic I seem to be taking it pretty well. After all, she is very supportive and during those times when I let the anxiety and depression...

We Landed on the Moon!
on Jul 20, 200940 years ago the eagle landed in the Sea of Tranquility. Although they touched down in an area that was not their primary landing zone, they safely made it and pushed humanity into the space age. It's sad that since the Apollo missions there has yet...