70 year award
on Nov 5, 2009went to the hospital again!!.. but meet a gentleman who had just received his award for having diabetes for 70 years.. i mean wow... just totally inspiring.. what he had to deal with back then is just amazing... makes you think how lucky were are now...

The Diving bell and the butterfly
on Nov 3, 2009Inspiring.... man who learned how to communicate with just one eye after being paralysed due to a stroke... he wrote a book!!!!!... They made it into a film as well as the book... you have to see it.....

well what can i say
on Nov 2, 2009well. you know when u know the answer but dont wanna hear it.. well went to see my stomach doc today n basically asked is there anything that can be done.. lets b straight now.. and he said NO.... well i kinda knew.. but to hear it.. well to realise...

Documentry
on Oct 29, 2009had a good meeting with the students who are doing the documentry on me, so that is going forward.. they are using the angle of me and my photography so we will see how that goes..

Message from someone who`s story was simliar to mine
on Oct 29, 2009Hi ya,Just had a quick look at your blog and the magazine article. You've had a really rough time but im glad to see that despite this you are still optimistic!Looking at your symptons I had them all too, but unlike you I did go the doctors. Not that...

Sativex
on Oct 29, 2009Had a another productive meet with my consultant... he is going to see if i can get Sativex cannabis based product to help with the pain relief as the tramadol and pregablin arent really having much affect now.. been on them for a while.. so will se...

Happy Bday
on Oct 19, 2009Happy birthday to me!.. 35!!! when did that happen!

really bad!
on Oct 16, 2009been up since 3... my stomach.. well i did panic at one point... but rode the storm.... feel ok now i have been to the toilet.. but at the time... how can i explain... well i am used to it now... but last year i would have called an ambulance...

Support Groups
on Oct 15, 2009Had a letter from the POOLE diabetes uk support group... tea mornings and skittle evenings wasnt something i had in mind.... If i was a young person with diabetes it would exactly entice me to attend.... one of the most asked questions i see on forum...

WORLD DIABETES DAY
on Oct 15, 2009Well.. feeling a bit down.. trying to get something going ... local school already supporting a charity... Bournemouth Balloon which would have been amazing cant fund it.. diabetes uk wont help with funding on this either.. back to square one...