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• Time Warp
  on Aug 3, 2016 in Emotions angel baby Child Loss crafts Missing You Pregnancy pregnant after loss rainbow baby time warp
  First off this is not a rant but instead just an observation of feelings. Lately things have felt overly familiar and the best way I could describe it is being stuck in a time warp. Aside from the obvious differences of this pregnancy: Zach being her...
• Tests, shots & ultrasounds OH MY : A pregnancy update
  on Jul 26, 2016 in Emotions Hope anterior placenta Baby Loss cystic fibrosis Graves Disease Grief health care Loss pre term labor Pregnancy pregnant after loss rainbow baby
  I have always hated the idea that in order for me to be watched more closely during pregnancy I had to lose my beautiful daughter. I’m also finding with this pregnancy that the doctors I had with Averie didn’t do nearly as much testing as...
• A positive pregnancy story
  on Jul 24, 2016 in Hope Life Grief Loss Pregnancy pregnancy test rainbow baby
  A few days before Easter, Zach started noticing I was acting weird. I was acting weird. It had been a few days since I was considered “late” for my cycle and I didn’t want to say anything to him about it because I knew his first res...
• Hello Old Friend
  on Jul 13, 2016 in Emotions Coping Hope Loss Pregnancy Grief Baby Loss rainbow baby
  It’s been awhile since I’ve written. Almost 5 months to be exact. While my blog has always been a place I could escape and share my thoughts too, sometimes when I get overwhelmed with feelings or situations I tend to escape in myself and...
• Hello Old Friend
  on Jul 13, 2016 in Emotions Coping Hope Loss Pregnancy Grief Baby Loss rainbow baby
  It’s been awhile since I’ve written. Almost 5 months to be exact. While my blog has always been a place I could escape and share my thoughts too, sometimes when I get overwhelmed with feelings or situations I tend to escape in myself and...
• A familiar feeling
  on Feb 23, 2016 in Emotions Photography Life Loss Grief Baby Loss photography cemetery military cemetery military Upstate New York
  Just the other day someone close to me told me of an acquaintance of theirs that recently lost a baby. The moment they mentioned it I felt the knot in my throat with the familiar ache in my chest and the tears just came. I knew that feeling, I k...
• A familiar feeling
  on Feb 23, 2016 in Emotions Life Photography Baby Loss cemetery Grief Loss military military cemetery photography Upstate New York
  Just the other day someone close to me told me of an acquaintance of theirs that recently lost a baby. The moment they mentioned it I felt the knot in my throat with the familiar ache in my chest and the tears just came. I knew that feeling, I k...
• Introducing Bobby
  on Feb 17, 2016 in Life Love Family pugs puppies dogs
  Zach and I recently got the chance to add a new member to our little family and we jumped on it. He goes by Bobby, Ricky Bobby, Puggy, Pug, Pig (he sounds like one) and sometimes Bobby Flay. Pistol our min pin has been an only dog for some time so th...
• Introducing Bobby
  on Feb 17, 2016 in Life dogs Family Love pugs puppies
  Zach and I recently got the chance to add a new member to our little family and we jumped on it. He goes by Bobby, Ricky Bobby, Puggy, Pug, Pig (he sounds like one) and sometimes Bobby Flay. Pistol our min pin has been an only dog for some time so th...
• Happy Birthday my beautiful daughter – Year 1
  on Feb 12, 2016 in Coping Love Birthday Baby Loss year one
  My sweet Averie,  It has been exactly one year since you came into this world and one whole year since you’ve been gone. One year ago you made me a Mommy and left an imprint on me that will never go away. Each day that goes by I love you m...

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