Effects of Psychotherapy and Psychopharmacology on Hippocampal Volume in Patients with Posttraumatic Stress Disorder
on Nov 7, 2009Effects of Psychotherapy and Psychopharmacology on Hippocampal Volume in Patients with Posttraumatic Stress Disorder Numerous magnetic resonance imaging (MRI) studies measuring the mass of limbic structures in patients with chronic non-remitting post...

My "ah-ha" Moment...
on Nov 7, 2009 in me men intelligence The moment I have been waiting for has arrived. Since the thing with J, I have been convinced there is something (that I will see someday) that will help make the J thing make sense to me and have a better understanding of it. Finally, it is here!!!

Half Dead & Exhausted
on Nov 5, 2009 in sick I'm not too sure what is up with me today... but man, I am feeling like dookie, yesterday too. It's like my energy has been zapped and I am a rag doll without structure. I'm feeling like some mix between being exhausted, half-dizzy, half-disoriented,...

So Strong, So Delicate...
on Nov 3, 2009I keep holding onWhen my brain's tickin' like a bombGuess the black thoughts have come Again to get me. I'm coming undoneToo lateI'm coming undoneOne looks so strongSo delicateWaitI'm starting to suffocateAnd soon I anticipateI'm coming undoneOne loo...

*Lightbulb*
on Nov 2, 2009 in intelligence Well now I feel quite silly. I have solved the mystery of why most people/men annoy the crap out of me. It's fairly obvious too... they just aren't intelligent.I was afraid to write this for fear of sounding like a pompous cocky little punk. But seri...

BIPOLAR: 10 Common Misconceptions
on Nov 2, 2009I wish the stigma was not out there... perhaps it would be easier to deal with then. Sometimes, even though I know they are not true, my mind criticizes myself on the basis of some of the myths... such as "I am being weak" and "It's just a mood swing...

The 'Tuck Rule Game'
on Nov 2, 2009 in raiders tuck rule Someone asked me about this game recently... and I found this fantastic clip tonight. Yes, I should be doing homework... but my head hurts, I'm half nutty at the moment, and damn it all if it isn't enjoyable to listen to Brady admit he fumbled the da...

Losing it??
on Nov 2, 2009I took my exam this morning and filled it out wrong, the prof lady had me redo the written part on a new one, so I did, and I also copied the multiple choice selections to the new packet and wrote everything out right before I turned it back in. At w...

Pathetic pseudo-first date... and no Lamictal.
on Nov 1, 2009 in Lamictal Pooper scooper. I took my last Lamictal pill this morning. And I am almost out of the Adderall. I have some generic form of Lamictal, but that crap just makes me tired and feel like crap and still be a nutter-butter. Stupid pdoc. I'm not too sure wha...

Missing eyelashes...
on Oct 31, 2009 in sleep Trichotillomania Lamictal adderall I woke up this morning and looked in the mirror. Half (I think a bit more) of the eyelashes are gone from my left lid, and a little less than half are gone from my right lid. Lately during the day I have been pulling them out, but it wasn't totally o...