Disability
on Nov 16, 2009 in disability I have been denied disability. I am not surprised. In fact, I said all along I expected it. I knew I would have to file an appeal. But that doesn't mean I am happy about it. A small part of me really hoped it would be over.Oh well.

Adderal Power!
on Nov 2, 2009 in psychiatrist primary care physician Adderall Couple updates.On the 27th I had the first appointment with my new psychiatrist. Not 100% sure about him yet. First of all, he is foreign. He has a thick accent and at times I had trouble understanding him. I don't really care where he's from so...

Long October
on Oct 21, 2009 in psychiatrist Adderall Xanax anxiety ADHD Well, it's been about three weeks since I have written anything. I've been meaning to, as quite a bit has happened, but I just haven't really had the desire to sit down and actually do something about it. But here we are, so here it goes.First, here...

Hospital
on Sep 28, 2009 in depression cutting hospital I'm sad and lonely but I have a hard time admitting this to anyone, not even to myself. I feel overwhelmed by every little thing. Last night I did something stupid and carved my arm up because I thought it would make me feel better. In one sense i...

I'm Sorry
on Sep 27, 2009...

Metallica Concert
on Sep 17, 2009So I had my mini-vacation this week. Tuesday we went to Cincinnati to see Metallica. Somehow I've managed to never see one of my favorite bands in concert even though I've had several opportunities. I finally was able to cross them off my list.It was...

Cymbalta
on Sep 15, 2009 in psychiatrist cymbalta insurance nurse I use to be on lexapro. But at my second-to-last pdoc appointment he decided to switch me over to Cymbalta. At the time he just gave me a bunch of samples until my next appointment. When I went to see him then, he gave me a prescription for it.Whe...

Metallica
on Sep 15, 2009 in metallica Tonight is the night we've been looking forward to since February. Tonight we will travel to Cincinnati to see Metallica. It seems so long ago that we bought the tickets that it is hard to believe that it's finally here. Oddly enough, I'm not real...

Leave Me Alone
on Sep 13, 2009I didn't want to go out. I just wanted to stay home and relax. All weekend has been about everyone else. Maybe I just wanted a night for myself. But as usual that is too much to ask.Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T...

People Everywhere
on Sep 12, 2009 in social anxiety So last night our roommate had a bunch of people over for Part 1 of his birthday celebration. There were about twenty people cramped into our small living room as we watched ridiculously bad movies. Unfortunately, that many people in such a confine...