I Went Out Today!
on Oct 28, 2009 in the outdoors life Yes, it's true. It was dark, and the weather was dreadful, so I decided to take the dog for a walk with my mum, because she would've been alone otherwise. I hated every second of it, but at least it's a start.There wasn't too many people around which...

Fuck This
on Oct 25, 2009 in life Well, tonight I've been threatened with social services again. Apparently, my mother doesn't want me here anymore, and is phoning them tomorrow. It's not my fucking fault the way I am. I didn't ask to be given birth to for fuck's sake. I'm fuming rig...

Online Falseness
on Oct 22, 2009 in friendship life online Call me cynical, but I believe over 80% of the people online are not being themselves, and have resorted to the Internet to become that cool guy that they've always wanted to be.Whether it's a message board I'm visiting, or a social networking site,...

The Dreaded Copy & Paste
on Oct 16, 2009 in fun Earlier, we were booking flights for my step-father to go back to Italy, to attend his sister's funeral. We booked the flight through Ryanair, but before we accomplished that, we had a little trouble getting to the checkout stage. My mother was havin...

It is a Sad Day Today
on Oct 16, 2009 in death life We received a phone call at eight o'clock this morning from Italy. We missed the call, but soon called them straight back as my step-father's sister has had cancer for some time; as you can imagine, we feared the worst. We were right to worry, after...

Social Networking Sites
on Oct 15, 2009There seems to be more and more social networking sites popping up as of late.I had a MySpace account not so long ago, and I deleted it. I recall feeling the need to login into my account each and every day. I had a few "friends" on the site who I ch...

My Life in Italy
on Oct 12, 2009 in life italy A few years ago I moved to Rome, Italy, with my mother and step-father. We decided to move because my step-father wanted to be in closer contact with his family, and my mother had always loved Italy.I enjoyed my time there, and it was a sad day we mo...

Trust
on Oct 11, 2009 in trust life Trust is something that I find very hard to have in someone. After all, it takes years to develop trust for someone, and only seconds to break it.Through my life I've had many of friends, and almost all of them have broken my trust towards them. In w...

Sunlight
on Oct 8, 2009 in life self-consciousness Usually, when the sun comes out, people enjoy going outside more often, and generally have a happier persona than say they would on a miserable, dull day. I, however, am the opposite. When I go out in the sunlight, I feel like all of the facial imper...

Self-Consciousness
on Oct 6, 2009 in looks life self-consciousness I've always been self-conscious; even from a young age. I feel like a spotlight is being held above my head when I walk outdoors, and that everyone around me is constantly staring at me, and saying unpleasant things about me. I can't stand it. I feel...