Latest Blog Posts for Musings of a Mystic Blue Rose

• Facing Fears...
  on Apr 5, 2014
  I had one of those childhoods that left me with a specific set of fears that are not necessarily rational, but are there anyway, waiting in the dark to reach up and grab me and slam me to the floor. The past 16 months I've had to face down several of...
• Weirdness...
  on Mar 14, 2014
  I have watched my husband, now my ex, through the fledgling beginning of his new relationship...it was a rough ride for me on so many levels. I saw many things on his face, in his eyes...but I didn't realize I was waiting...for something...until I sa...
• Some days...
  on Mar 4, 2014
  It's easier...some days it's not. I find myself writing random notes that I never copy anywhere. I thought I'd copy two of them in here...The pool of stillnessDeep withinWrithes with memoriesNow & thenCalling me toA longing forWhat I do not know.
• One full year...
  on Dec 9, 2013
  A year ago today I left my home, my husband, my boys and moved into a small apartment...I actually started this post about a week ago. Typing that one leading line caused me to go into a sobbing fit so I couldn't post a blog at all. Funny how that ha...
• November 19th, 2013: The Day of Divorce
  on Nov 19, 2013
  Today obviously made more of an impact on me than it did on him...I woke up at 7AM and bathed and got ready. I polished my nails and did my makeup. I chose my clothing with care, remembering the care I took getting ready for our marriage. I wore m...
• Stand against "To Train Up A Child (In The Way They Should Go)" parenting books!!!!!
  on Nov 19, 2013
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• Silent stillness...
  on Nov 14, 2013
  The pool of silence threatens meDeep and black and stillBeckoning my soul to take a dipIn emotion cold and oldI stand frozen with longingMy heart burning with painAnd then I force myself to turnTo walk away againKnowing that a better lifeCannot be fo...
• Life...
  on Oct 17, 2013 in alone Chance Dating happiness Life lonliness Love Science Fiction Technology
   Life has a tendency to go on…whether you want it to or not, whether you are ready or not, whether it hurts or not. And my life has gone on…I have a rhythm…up at 6:30AM, work at 8:15, off at 5:15ish. Monday, Wednesday and Thursday I go to...
• WARNING: Geeky Blog Post
  on Sep 15, 2013
  I just rewatched "The End of Time" episodes where Dr Who as David Tenant dies and regenerates to be Matt Smith...and I was just sobbing my guts out because this was OUR show and this was OUR doctor and, like him, our marriage suffered a fatal dose of...
• 9 months...
  on Sep 9, 2013
  After declaring that I would not be involved in seeking or paying for a divorce I did not want and months of up and down, back and forth, in and out involvement with my husband, things finally came to a head last month...Almost against my will, on Mo...

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