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• A limey in Durham, North Carolina
  on Aug 4, 2014
  I can't really expect there to be any readers out there after so many months without posting, so this one's for me.It's 4.23 a.m. on a foggy Monday morning in Durham, North Carolina, my new home. I"m sitting at my desk in the window of my loft-apartm...
• Moving to Raleigh
  on Feb 23, 2014 in boyfriend depression New York City North Carolina stages-of-life
  I wasn't sure I'd ever write here again; I'm not even sure I'll publish this. Last amongst the uncertainties, will anybody even read it?In Palm Springs for the wedding of our closest friends, Bill and Stephane, in early FebruaryMy creative side seems...
• The Inadequate refuge
  on Oct 6, 2013 in depression writing-and-literature
  I know it must be very difficult to understand the perspective of a man who seemingly has everything going for him and yet has been mired in a curdling, organic depression for the last tenth of his (almost) fifty-year old life.Over those five years o...
• Finding place in Manhattan
  on Sep 25, 2013 in New York City to-be-or-to-do writing-and-literature
  Nomad Hotel, 28th and Broadway, New York City, 2.04 a.m. Wed Sep 25th, 2013I awoke just now from a rare triumphal dream. I was returning from a glorious war as a bemedaled hero. Something of my state of mind lingered over into my waking mood when I f...
• Doing the Woody Allen
  on Sep 23, 2013 in New York City
  In the light of doing that classic New York activity - oh, what is it called - when you put one foot after the other to move along outside - oh, yes, "walking", I thought it a good idea to record this weekend for posterity. Ben and I are in the fable...
• Anybody want a nice house in the Hollywood Hills?
  on Sep 6, 2013 in relocation
  Ben and I are moving to Manhattan mid-December this year: our house in Hollywood is now for sale!
• My Life as a Zombie
  on Sep 1, 2013 in bipolar disorder consciousness depression to-be-or-to-do
  There's a thought experiment frequently used in theorizing about consciousness involving a conceptual "philosophical zombie", an entity which looks, sounds and feels like a human being but is entirely empty within. The trick about it is that the defi...
• Decisive Summer I: Jul 8th 2013: Raleigh
  on Aug 4, 2013 in boyfriend classical music travel writing-and-literature
  For reasons that should be obvious, this is far from my best writing. And, in fact, I've avoided writing these journals because I knew I'd not be able to do justice to the experiences. But the time has come to tell the story of our summer of 2013. I'...
• Long weekend in Massachusetts with Ben
  on Jul 4, 2013 in boyfriend memory travel writing-and-literature
  Jul 4th, 2013, flight from RDU to BostonIt makes me sad to reflect I’ve quite lost any inspiration I had to write. My blog entries are so few that I mostly constrain them to report – in brief – my mere comings and goings as one would in a diary...
• cactus surgery (or Suburban Life part II)
  on Jul 2, 2013 in boyfriend chronic fatigue syndrome corporate life North Carolina travel
  Sunday night, 4.20 a.m. - well, really, early Monday morning ...There's a freedom I realize I've missed. I've  been living for Ben for eight years, during which time, we've been through a range of experiences that have somewhat diminished the fe...

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