Most of the time on the exterior I portray a happy go lucky person with a perpetual smile on my face and a positive attitude. In reality, on the inside I am plagued by a life that has been full of disappointments and sadness.

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  • rebuttal
    on May 13, 2014
    I've been away for far too long & since I found this to be therapeutic I decided to start it up again.  Let's see how long it lasts this time..... We are just five months into 2014 and I cannot wait until this year & what I am going through...
  • Happy Hump Day :)
    on Jul 20, 2011
    By the looks of it, Red and I are meant to "hump" on a regular basis. Hey I have no complaints (oh yeah, besides the fact that he still has a girlfriend) but we went almost a year from one hump to the next and now just a week has gone by, s...
  • Weekend of Blah
    on Jul 17, 2011
    So this weekend thus far has not been what I expected. On Friday I attended an informal HS reunion, I didn't actually graduate from this school since my crazy mother pulled me out of school towards the end of my Junior year but I guess since I was th...
  • Diva? Who me?
    on Jul 14, 2011
    So I went out to karaoke last night with one of "the sisters", the actress. It's something we do, especially lately. Our usual place was closed to due a water main break so we ended up at an Irish pub instead. What a night it was! Obnoxious...
  • Afternoon Delight
    on Jul 13, 2011
    Who would have guessed that as soon I decided to start writing again something interesting would happen. It actually began last Thursday. Things between Red and I have been kind of lukewarm, in fact back in January he pissed me off so badly I did n...
  • Back In The Saddle Again
    on Jul 11, 2011
    Wow! Has it really been over six months since I wrote? It's no wonder I've been kind of self destructive. Writing is therapeutic for me, it allows me to unleash the "demons" that haunt my thoughts. When I write here I can be completely hone...
  • I Joined The Club
    on Sep 10, 2010 in Life
    Today is my fourtieth birthday and I can honestly say I don't feel any different than I did yesterday. Wow, I have been on this Earth for FOUR decades. Holy Crap! No big plans today except that after work I plan on packing up my kid and the dog in or...
  • Farewell Thirties
    on Sep 9, 2010
    So today marks the eve of my fourtieth birthday. A friend asks, so did you enjoy your thirties? I would have to say that this last decade of my life has been the one with the most life altering moments. I was "happily" married when I entere...
  • He Was So Right!
    on Sep 8, 2010 in Dating Friends Life love Sex
    I hate to admit it but The Forbidden Fruit was so right about me. Under the right circumstances, the Minx would resurface. Guess the circumstances last night were just right. Red asked if he could see me, to talk. He claimed to feel guilty about how...
  • Happy Birthday To My Mother
    on Sep 7, 2010
    My birthmother's birthday is today, it's not a milestone birthday since she is now fifty-nine but hey every year we celebrate is a milestone in itself. In a few days, her first-born (me) will be fourty. I met her sixteen years ago, so when I'm fourty...
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