Latest Blog Posts for Lessons in being me

• You know that you know
  on Jul 22, 2011
  It was the weirdest dream in the weirdest of places.I was in a rickety sleeper bus travelling from one remote corner in the north eastern part of the country to another. Think it had something to do with the beautifully eerie yellow full moon, hangin...
• He is the man that can’t love me
  on Apr 26, 2011 in copycat
  It does not hurt as much this time. It's more of a dull thud now - an expected dull thud. To his credit, he did try. But where would all the trying take us? Even the most optimistic of outcomes would have been a comfort zone, where we would have been...
• Healing
  on Mar 29, 2011 in heal time
  Some days are better than the others. And some days (each month) hormones are hell bent on playing havoc – these days are completely avoidable.Life increasingly seems incomplete. Worse still, it feels as though the part/thing that would make it com...
• Infinite Firsts
  on Mar 22, 2011 in firsts
  Today was the first time I saw the moon from inside a plane. I also saw the sunrise – rather saw the night turn into day. I must say that Pune looks very pretty in the wee hours of the morning; a blanket of glittering lights. As the city lights fad...
• Can’t make up my mind
  on Mar 7, 2011 in confusion
  I usually never know what I want. That makes taking decisions very difficult – I mean how the hell do you choose, when you don’t even know what you desire? I am talking about difficulty in choosing from the menu (if I can decide which cuisine I a...
• Are you listening?
  on Mar 3, 2011 in nothing
  I know that you are not - but if you were, this is the song I would play.....----'Anything other than a yes is no. Anything other than a stay is go.'...
• I am
  on Mar 2, 2011 in me love
  You know, I am a spoilt brat. I want only that which I can’t have. Oh, you know that kid who will go to any lengths to get to that cookie bar on the highest shelf. I am her. He doesn’t want me, so I want him. I am stubborn; he wants her over me,...
• Stable?
  on Feb 26, 2011 in better stable bullshit
  ‘We are in this together’. That’s bullshit. In no situation has this ever been true. Like Becca commented on my previous post – don’t walk, run. If someone says this to you, it’s the surest signal that they are trying to pull the wool ove...
• Want me?
  on Feb 19, 2011 in want
  Want me?I went there again. I just followed the first thought that popped in my head and mixed it with a lot of alcohol. The result was not bad – till I did not think of it; till my neediness gripped me again. It has not changed anything. The facts...
• I let go
  on Feb 12, 2011 in fish
  I let the cool waves wash over my tightly cupped hands. The water is crystal clear, each contour of my twitching hands visible just below the surface. You were never mine – I wished with all my heart that you were – but you belong here. I pry ope...

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