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• Eldridge Street, New York City
  on Feb 22, 2010 in grieving Writing ex-boyfriend friends Abortion Art
  Have I come to the moment where I can retire this diary? It seems that way sometimes. It's not that I've been so busy.  In fact, I spend quite a bit of my time alone these days. Long stretches of no one.  Sometimes it is so maddening that I...
• Bad Boyfriends and Sam's Mom
  on Feb 12, 2010 in friends Abortion cancer
  Last summer, I lost my mind over someone's sonogram photo of a baby.  I spent last Sunday with the mother of that baby.  The baby's name is Sam and he is a few months old now. His mother is lovely.  Every time I said his name, How is S...
• I am a porcupine.
  on Feb 3, 2010 in male friends ex-boyfriend Abortion
  On Saturday I ran into A in the subway. I was struck by how ordinary our encounter seemed. I was walking down the length of the train and there he was.  I saw him first. I nudged his foot with mine and sat next to him.  After we said goodby...
• The Ramble
  on Jan 31, 2010 in male friends Things that make me happy ex-boyfriend friends opera cancer
  Frigid weather again. I have so many items of clothes on that I have a hard time moving.  This must be what it feels like to be terribly fat. I need to stop talking to strangers.  Today a street vendor asked me to remove the scarf I was we...
• Glass Houses
  on Jan 24, 2010 in writers Music Writing Dating again Books friends
  Finished reading The Glass Room in the early afternoon. I was sitting outside a cafe, damp cold and raining.  When I got to the end, I started to cry.  "I am Ottilie" reduced me to tears. Just as I was wiping my eyes, my friend stepped off...
• Brava
  on Jan 23, 2010 in grieving Angry with my ex friends Abortion cancer
  I'm having one of those nights when I don't know what to do with myself.  There is no comfort to be found in sleep or in my books or in other people and so I just give in to this. The reprieve, I know, will come in the morning. Tomorrow, it will...
• Bitter Winter Day
  on Jan 14, 2010 in New York Abortion anniversaries
  This morning, on the Downtown 2 train, it was very crowded.  There was a bike at rush hour.  Woman 1 got on at 72nd Street.  She shoved me, Woman 2 and everyone else around her.Woman 2 snarled: "Excuse me."Woman 1: "Wouldn't you j...
• Get lost in a book
  on Jan 11, 2010 in Obsessing Books friends
  I sometimes think that the lives led by obsessive people can never be clean.  There will be collateral damage, harsh words, unsaid farewells, heartbreak, shameful acts. But then I backtrack. Clearly I am thinking of myself in comparison to peopl...
• Guada
  on Jan 10, 2010
  I am sick again.  My immune system has let me down and I am a little pissed.  I should probably not anthropomorphize this or else people will think I am mentally ill on top of everything else. A childhood friend from International School in...
• Caught Blogging
  on Jan 6, 2010 in friends Abortion anniversaries cancer
  A fit of paranoia. My cousin saw me writing and asked me if I kept a blog. What could I say? He asked for the address and I refused to give it to him but who knows if he might have gone through my computer later.  He is 17-years-old.  Hardl...

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