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  • Separation desperation where to go from hereI’m weepy and emotional. We finally sat down like adults and talked about what we want. The thing is that neither of us know what we want. There are hurt feelings, a scratched eye, and broken hearts. I have no clue what to do next to fix this o...
  • Song lyrics
    on Jan 26, 2015 in Uncategorized
    How We Breathe 1/26/15 (Verse 1) What has happened to us Who are these people that we see So much anger and frustration I’ve always wonder how we breathe (Chorus) Where do we go from here Out into the unknown Searching for our forever Without a way...
  • Screw ups and unanswered prayers
    on Jan 25, 2015 in Uncategorized life
    I hit him and then I ran screaming after him with a knife to my wrist to try and get his attention…right in front of my kid. I’m fucking stupid. So stupid. I just wanted for us to talk yet he’d been out all night drinking with his f...
  • Is this fair?I really feel that I am being treated unfairly since I moved into my current position. I was told when I had my first review that that promotion would pay between $11-12 an hour. After I was given the promotion after proving myself as dependable and...
  • Is this fair?I really feel that I am being treated unfairly since I moved into my current position. I was told when I had my first review that that promotion would pay between $11-12 an hour. After I was given the promotion after proving myself as dependable and...
  • HappinessI have kicked my husband out of the house a total of three times in our 9 year marriage. Everyone of them has been for a damn good reason. I admit I am in no way perfect and I make mistakes a lot but he his hardly an angel. He says that he loves me [...
  • HappinessI have kicked my husband out of the house a total of three times in our 9 year marriage. Everyone of them has been for a damn good reason. I admit I am in no way perfect and I make mistakes a lot but he his hardly an angel. He says that he loves me [...
  • It figuresI had to work late this evening and I didn’t have lunch. All I wanted to do was eat, relax, and watch tv. As soon as I got in the door I kissed the husband and headed to the fridge. When that booger gets up and starts making something before I...
  • Now I lay me down to…..I have always had sleep problems and then I got married. My husband started out all cute and cuddly until we first spent the night together. I normally toss and turn for a few hours as I watch the clock taunt me with its insidious face before I final...
  • Now I lay me down to…..I have always had sleep problems and then I got married. My husband started out all cute and cuddly until we first spent the night together. I normally toss and turn for a few hours as I watch the clock taunt me with its insidious face before I final...
  • It figuresI had to work late this evening and I didn’t have lunch. All I wanted to do was eat, relax, and watch tv. As soon as I got in the door I kissed the husband and headed to the fridge. When that booger gets up and starts making something before I...
  • I Miss 17All of my friends are at different points in their lives. We tend to travel in different circles never really orbiting one another. It gets hard to keep up and stay in touch. As a result I don’t hang out with them even a fraction of how much I&...
  • I Miss 17All of my friends are at different points in their lives. We tend to travel in different circles never really orbiting one another. It gets hard to keep up and stay in touch. As a result I don’t hang out with them even a fraction of how much I&...
  • It’s not in my headI have always been sore and achy. My body has always felt broken but I never bothered to find out why. Even as a child I struggled with sleep problems ranging from insomnia to chronic fatigue. People always told me that I was lazy and unmotivated. It...
  • Work today
    on Jun 18, 2013 in Uncategorized money Sarcasm stress Work
    Work was…ok I guess. My GM was a little too nice to me. I think he knows he said something completely inappropriate. Apparently I’m not supposed to discuss any personal issues with any of the staff. heres the problem with that, they are a...
  • Work today
    on Jun 18, 2013 in Uncategorized money Sarcasm stress Work
    Work was…ok I guess. My GM was a little too nice to me. I think he knows he said something completely inappropriate. Apparently I’m not supposed to discuss any personal issues with any of the staff. heres the problem with that, they are a...
  • The CraziesSummer comes and heats up all the crazy people. I love working in a hotel and observing these oddities. Our hotel is mid level so we get all kinds of nut jobs that attempt to stay with us. We have had overdoses, suicides, crack heads, prostitutes, pi...
  • The CraziesSummer comes and heats up all the crazy people. I love working in a hotel and observing these oddities. Our hotel is mid level so we get all kinds of nut jobs that attempt to stay with us. We have had overdoses, suicides, crack heads, prostitutes, pi...
  • I must have missed itWe go through life on the basis of a perceived normal. You go to school, meet friends, become the person you are meant to be. In high school we must follow a strict set of preconceived guidelines and try to be as popular as possible because acceptanc...
  • To quit or get firedI used to like my job. I am very good at it. In fact I’ve had others come and try to steal me away. That was until last summer. I work at a hotel and when summer hits our business goes way down. Face it, who the hell wants to come to Phoenix in...
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